borus redrum; the raging knight

(private to self)

I'm very annoyed with myself, I bring up my feelings and she always looks at me like I am some kind of retarded child. She, herself, looks like a owl in the night or someone lost in the space of reality. While I sit here angry as all hell, wondering what the point of having feelings if they are to never be embraced?

I've spent years with these feelings and it's clear she'll never grasp the concept.

Nevermind.

(/private)

Ugh. This place is so boring.

Why does it feel like....everyone is breaking the law for some reason? I need a hair-cut, it's long all over and starting to get in my way. I'm real specific on what I want and none of that... buzzing machines business.

WHAT IS GOING ON. . .

( what )

( Nope )